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LOSER

by Wasted Champs

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e v cute listening to this album knowing u r happy now <3 Favorite track: Chikusho.
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Nadja Jones Painful, and beautiful. Good job Jon. Favorite track: Wisdom.
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1.
Chikusho 02:18
2.
Citizens 04:19
i had to give it to someone else i had to and i’m so sorry i had to pray that it goes away i had to and i regret everything i had to kill what was already dead i had to and i don’t miss it i had to give it to someone else i had to and i’m not sorry
3.
Waa Pa Pwa 03:36
i want to hear you scream i want to know how much you hate me i want to see you walk down the street and lose all your sense of humanity i want you to remember the pain everything that brought you shame i want you to take a good look at yourself in the mirror and realize you had nothing to gain i will never forget the time that you took me and put a gun to my head and you told me to get out of here i want to hear you squeal until you have nothing good to feel messing around with your head so nothing around you seems real i hope your nightmares never end calling the glass bottle your only friend getting so tipsy that the room never stops spinning and all you ever feel is dread i will never forget the time that you took me and you choked me nearly half to death and you told me to get out of here
4.
Freezing 02:47
you’re crying in my face your head is on my shoulder you’re sleeping at my place it couldn’t be any colder i’m screaming in my brain i feel so much older i’m starting to go insane my house is getting colder i’m never getting tame your soul is getting bolder you say that i’m a pain it’s only making me colder you’re crying in my face your head is on my shoulder you’re sleeping at my place my heart is getting colder
5.
Wisdom 05:52
all these drugs that i'm taking won’t stop the aching i’ll still wake up in the middle of the night and i lay here always knowing my time is going knowing nothing will be alright my integrity has been stolen, my face all swollen and i refuse to take a step outside and i’m the only one to blame, i feel so ashamed all i can do is run and hide i regret every single day i’ve wasted away everything that i’ve known has been a lie i’ve been an awful mess ever since you left and i’ve run all out of tears to cry my self-esteem is missing, my mind is slipping thinking of the fucked up things i’ve done and i’m aware i’m the one who did it, so i can skip the bullshit there’s nowhere else that i can run i feel so inefficient being so different in this stupid little pit i call home watching all my dreams get torn at the seams the numbness growing faster in my bones my confidence is shrinking, i can’t stop drinking just to try to be a little less shy i need to stop i’m well aware, but i don’t really care i wish i’d have the courage to try i’ve ran out of the drugs i’m taking, my body’s aching it’s not even my mouth this time my stomach’s full of knots, my mind’s crowded with thoughts with the feeling that i’m gonna die my heart is bleeding out, my body’s a drought someone help me i’m going down and i’m only getting worse, my life is a curse someone just come kill me now
6.
Fur 03:38
sorry i get mad at you it isn’t something that i wanna do crying all the time while i just roll my eyes i wish i that could be more patient all i want to do is die i feel like i’m wasting your time forgetting my head we wish we were dead maybe we can do it together i just like being around you sorry i keep hating myself i’m living in a personal hell freaked out by everything i won’t stop panicking god damnit get yourself together everyone i love will decay throwing my entire life away smoke in your basement getting stuck in cement forgetting all of my problems i just like being around you sorry i get mad at you it isn’t something that i wanna do crying all the time while i just roll my eyes go and stomp all over my face
7.
IDK 04:08
tossing turning undesired scared by morning i’ll be dead waking up still feeling tired scared to get out of my bed i don’t know hiding in a million places each one i’m such a disgrace running in a million races broken windows cutting my face i don’t know not sure what the hell i’m doing everything doesn’t seem real standing still yet i’m still moving i stopped caring how i feel i don’t know
8.
Incomplete 02:31
i feel incomplete i feel like a small boy scared to come up from under his sheets wondering where the time comes from wondering if i’ll ever find what everyone calls love i feel so broken i think that i’m not very good at doing anything wondering what i fucked up wondering what i fucked up but didn’t know i fucked up i think i’m so dumb i don’t even know what is going on inside my own mind inside my own decaying everyday body i feel incomplete
9.
Around 01:42
i look up to your face and all i see is pain why are you even talking to me? you don’t even fuss when i am choking up my guts i don’t know how you deal with me i am tumbling to the ground why are you still around? you head rests on my neck and i only feel regret for all the mistakes i will make i just can’t get behind the fact that you’re still by my side you’re real and i am fake i am tumbling to the ground why are you still around?
10.
Maldita Sea 03:02
11.
Last Name 03:51
i turn you to dust you fly away i wake up in sweats i’m not okay thinking about you isn’t the same i really thought i’d take your last name just because you said this time it would work that doesn’t really make it true laying on the couch just trying to sleep so you can feel brand new waiting for something to happen in your life but we all know you’re so doomed everything will turn out right if you’re lucky if only you weren’t so cruel i turn you to stone and you just stay i leave you alone you’re not okay thinking about you isn’t the same i really thought i’d take your last name you never asked why i’m hurting all the time you never even cared i don’t even know why i act so surprised since when were you ever fair sleeping on the floor the yelling won't stop not even a little bit everyone will love you more if you’re lucky if only you gave a shit i turn you to wood and you decay i leave you to rot we’re not okay thinking about you isn’t the same i really thought i’d take your last name
12.
Imagine 03:07
i can’t imagine what you think of me i guess i won’t say anything i won’t dare to speak your name for as long as i live i don’t want to see you again and if i do i don’t know what i’ll do i shouldn’t feel bad when i see you but my sadness gets the best of me i won’t forget to smile so it seems like i’m better off i can’t play this game anymore i’m too miserable to go on i don’t know what i’m saying my head is too tangled up i won’t admit that i love you but inside i know it
13.
Chinaski 01:44
i’m gonna sock my father in the jaw while my mother cries in the corner i wanna jump the schoolyard bully while the teachers laugh at me taking shots with all your friends passed out dying on the staircase going to the dumpster to cry my eyes out so they don’t see i’m a messed up prick with vomit and blood on my shirt god help me or shut the fuck up i’m stuck between a beautiful limbo of staying young and growing up daddy wishes i was worth a fuck mama doesn’t really care either way everyone around me is dead or doesn’t care and i wish i could learn how to cope going to a whorehouse with my desperate friend yelling at the broad right next to me and she asks me ‘you queer or scared?' and all i can say back is ‘both' i’m a messed up prick with vomit and blood on my shirt god help me or shut the fuck up i’m stuck between a beautiful limbo of staying young and growing up
14.
JET NO SNOW 01:32
come with me i will make you so happy and we’ll forget all our problems in paradise breathe easy and say bye to your anxiety we’re going to a place where it doesn’t exist take this drink and always remember me and how much i love you feel so free that’s how you feel when you’re with me just hold our hands and get closer to the light just trust me i know it feels like you’re dying just close your eyes it’ll all be fine take this drink and always remember me and how much i love you
15.
Gottverdammt 00:55
16.
Ohio 03:13
you’re not yourself living a lie that only kills you in the end and you can tell drinking more often upset that you left your friends ohio my one true love breaking my heart but giving me a new one ohio my whole new life coming back home and swallowing all my pride you’re acting strange pretending to be cool but really you’re dead looking deranged not knowing what’s going on in your head ohio my one true love breaking my heart but giving me a new one ohio my whole new life coming back home and swallowing all my pride
17.
Escape 02:50
you’re just looking for a place to stay someplace far away from here you’re just looking for a body to crawl in a place where you wouldn’t have any fears but if only you could escape the monsters, they are everywhere and the more you wait the more they creep in waiting for your eventual end you’re just looking for a place to hide somewhere you won’t be hurt people who will always love you and who won’t throw you in the dirt but if only you could escape the bastards that surround you and the more you stand there the closer they get to your eventual end (if only i could forget)
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about

my fourth album: 17 songs inspired by TELE/VISIONS, the summer blues, and the theory of obscurity.

thanks to everyone who has helped me keep going since i moved to athens and started this project. there are way too many people to thank, listing them would take forever. they know who they are. <3

(9/15)
LOSER is dedicated to my friend Peter Park, who died tragically and unexpectedly on Sunday, September 11th. Death has been a concept I've thought of since high school so having someone close to me leave is always difficult.

I've began to realize how much I write about death in my songs and it's honestly starting to freak me out. I played some songs from this record at a show recently and I saw a lot of my friends sobbing in the front, which worried me a lot. I'm tired of writing so many songs that scare me later in time, I want to feel better emotionally. I'm not done writing songs about death, it's still a topic I'm interested in, but don't be surprised if the next thing I put out has a lot less of it. I hope you understand.

Thank you for making me smile, thank you for being so generous, thank you for always supporting art. You were an amazing person and I will always remember you, Peter.


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this is the last wasted champs record of 2016, i'm tired and want to take more time with my writing.

credits

released September 16, 2016

all tracks recorded and produced by me

tracks 1-17 written by me

"After Hours" written by Lou Reed and originally performed by The Velvet Underground


"Wisdom" contains audio from the movie "Fateful Findings."

"Incomplete" contains audio from the Rick & Morty episode "M. Night Shaym-Aliens!"

these are not things i own.

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